Nick and I had a huge fight just before our 11 month anniversary... Been almost a week since. I said some things I really regret. He's forgiven me and I've gotten over the guilt some. But, when I'm down, I'm concerned that I've fallen out of love with him. But (again :P), when I'm in a good or decent mood, I can say 'I love you' naturally and feel good about saying it.
I suppose that I'll have more ups and downs before I'm fully over the fight. But, I have a feeling that we will pull through this. Or at least I hope so. I guess all these unwanted thoughts are just a result of how I feel right now: depressed due to getting up really late.
Well, if I still feel uncertain about how I feel about Nick after I'm officially 'over' the fight, then, well, I'd have reason to worry.